Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Collided

Collided when least expecting. The magnitude of fuck-ups was dismantling. She stood there without judgment.  For no reason other than curiosity she played along.  Who is he? She continued to listen to self-involved stories and one way conversations. The world went by in slow motion as they peered down the riverside. Trying to be amazing to her, trying too hard.
She willed her soul, her unconditional heart.  Her body feels safe and secure in his scarred arms.  Her soft hands hold onto his calloused digits in ease. Her sparkling eyes stare deeply interested into his tired, beaten eyes.  Her illuminating smile glares over his dark, hidden face. 

Embrace, followed by a kiss. She laid there in his arms. His mind flew by. Unedited internal monologue.  Self proclamation of inadequacy. His insecurities flow out unfiltered. He wants to stop to stay charming….he can’t.
She reassured with a vindicated mind. She stayed captivated. Motivated. She knows he is different. She sees something in him. A unique stone on the side of the road. The one often passed by with nothing more than a glimpse. She took the time to stop and pick it up.

She intrigues, yet stays aloof. Not defining a stance on either side of the wall. Staying indifferent to his world. Staying as the queen of her own. With an open heart and a filled mind she is ready to embrace the world that is out there.  

Mysterious and confident. Warm hearted and filled. She lives a life that people desire. Even though she lives in world surround with terribleness and glory she stays level headed. Not quick to judge. Always fairly assessing. The deep ties lays within her family. She was bounced from place to place. Not only leaving her mark, but taking hearts with her. Instills their minds with greatness. Friends, acquaintances, people, and experiences. A woman of the world.

In a world when most never look back, she always gives back. The amber energy radiates around. Dulling everything in the background.  A lover, a realist. An adventurer, an amazing person.
She lies there vulnerably. Eyes closed. Watching her life unfold ahead, but not jumping to the finish line. 

Among a sea of over glorified, over worked, tainted diamonds, she is the pure rare gem. One that will  remain forever priceless.